Where's my cough drop and cough syrup?

Well we are looking at over three weeks now that I have been sick. Although I am no longer contagious, I am still coughing a lot. I was thinking of changing my blog name too. I do feel tremendously better! I pray not to have a relapse. Because I knew I needed to recover and couldn't sleep with all of the coughing I had a lot of time for retrospection. I realized this was both God and nature telling me to lighten up, back off, delegate, let it go, find peace, etc. I am a control freak and self diagnosed OCD girl. So it is really hard for me to hand over any task. Then everything turns into chaos because I try to do everything myself and fail miserably. This gives me little peace. Then I realize it, I see it happening and I just keep on the same destructive path. Why then if I know logically that praying, studying, proper exercise, food, and water will solve most of this do I keep on this path? I don't know. I do know that even if I had everything just right, life would still be tough. But I also know that if I got on the right path with Jesus and did my best to stay there that my anxiousness about all of life's stuff would be subsided. To have that peace of mind would be great. To take care of my body as commanded would be great too. So pray for me here is to the health of my mind and body.